He knew she was in him,
He could feel it in his stomach
His mind flew over all the place
He then wrote her last e-mail promising he'll move on.
And apologized for bothering her too much.
His heart ached
And his skin shivered as he wrote.
Two years and countless mails later, he accepted that she was dead.
His love for her was beyond explaination.
He had to move on.