• xongile 6w

    I have trauma

    Instilled in me from the womb
    Things I have forgotten that haunt me
    Secrets I know nothing about but I'm involved in
    Tears I'm still yet to cry
    And an abyss waiting for me with open arms
    Why does heaven always look so far away
    Everything good is always out of my reach

    I hate it here
    I can't even remember the last time I walked without shadows
    The last time I didn't feel pain
    The last time I had hope...