Desperately

been Searching for an explanation
To get past desperation
Of not being stuck in situations
Just us 2 with love as a creation
Privately avoiding separation
Instead i found reasons to quit
The seek for something other than this
broken to the point it can’t be fixed
Feeling our emotions are a mix
But do they even still exist
After the pointless arguments

It can’t go on no matter how hard i try
I wont move on but I can’t handle another lie
Seems as if my eyes were only made to cry
Its all they do since the very first time
I realized I never mattered in your life

claimed as just a stranger on the side
so why even say goodbye
I was nothing so the memories inside
Are only mine to leave behind