I'm just done with everything in my life..ihave lost every single desire to love..I'm of no worth to the people I know because I don't enrich their lives or have social skills (my family still loves me regardless of this fact). I lack discernible talents in every field - I can't write well, speak effectively, create music, perform in sports, or succeed at academics. I don't lust after genius - however, if I'm not good at anythinh, then I'm just going to end up with no future since I won't be able to find worthwhile employment. I hate myself only and blame no one else for what I am.
I don't know what future hold for me ahead..but at this point of time..I just feel like a pathetic guy who well is of no good to himself as well as people around him.