I take myself to the loft I pace about wondering, Calculating what I've lost as the world is still slumbering.
I feel the walls closing in, so I reach for the balcony where I am soothed by the wind And the cicadas playing symphony
A full moon in the sky takes my mind of melancholy, or atleast it tries As it reminds me of somebody.
In the alley,l see cats fighting over their territory Atleast they've got that While I'm anchorless tragedy
The rain clouds appear but not for the first time It's always been this way in a new place, on the first night. ________________________________ Sharing one of his poems again...
//I get anxiety around sunsets While others enjoy the sky undress I see the sun drowning, Running as if the Moon lit sky is a threat He'd be cajoled into lending light by moon, Simply increasing his previous debt
My single mom worries about what she calls my lunacy Or says that I have garden variety sciamacy My enemy is not imagined but extremely real while I want to talk, she'd rather conceal
Doctors, I think can group and name my sensations Because every website tells me I have depression. And it's why I feel: lazy at pretty sunsets Afraid of sun's confrontation, why'd my mind fret Empty about beautiful sky in all its glory every night lie restless, Repeating the same story; no hunger, even for chai And see the dark,where others see light Or when sun goes down,think about suicide// _____________________________ Love you my bro... #jandjforever
zoya_charmzI ask God why?? why?? Why he gives us premature death... I know how it feels.. because I too lost my lil sister due to her illness. I just pray that May his soul rest in peace. I hope everyone Stay healthy and happy guys. Sharing love to you all❤️