HERE CONTINUE FROM LAST . . THEN she broke her Apsara pencil into two part and give me one piece of pencil and say don't cry, Look heres your pencil don't cry and when I don't stop crying she kiss Mee on my cheeks and I then suddenly stop crying In childhood I am really naughty .. . . Then days passed ... . . Our friendship is now completed 7-8 yrs ... Then one day when I was in 11 class and it was the day of my day 19 may I was in school and giving treat to my frnds in canteen then suddenly I saw she was telling our school guard something then I thought what is she is doing here and what she is asking with guard ... Then I go to her side and tell her why u don't go school today and what are u doing here now ???? Then she say wait After few minutes she came with cake and tell me HAPPY BIRTHDAY pgl I was shocked totally ... Then everyone came and celebrate my birthday on that day .... I was very much happy and she then say I have been telling u to go on night out with me u r denying ... I say my parent don't allow me for that they told me after 12th u can go ... She then said - "U DEFINITELY TAKE ME ON A NIGHT OUT ONE DAY NAA OR U R LYING " I SAY YES PKKAAA .... . . then next yr on Feb 6 in her frnd bday he was there and she is returning home then a bus hit her scooty and SHE PASSED AWAY ... . . ON FEB 8 she had bday then from 2 day I been messaging her she isn't responding then I filled totally with anger and went her home on Feb 10 then I saw white tent What happened there ... . . When I saw her photo and her mom told me that she is no more .. then I was in deep sorrow. .. And can't be able to forgive myself. ... . . HER LAST WISH IS GONE WITH HER AND I CANT ABLE TO FULFILL HER WISH .. THAT MY BIGGEST FAILURE IN MY LIFE ... FROM THAT DAY I CHANGED MYSELF VERY MUCH..... . . THNKU ... . .