Love to me is really beautiful, its the best feeling in the world. But what you love is not always what you deserve. You should not be desperate and needy for love. The thought of him entangling his fingers in yours might entice you. But in a long run, if your personalities are not compatible with each other, it will end on a sad note. And then the heartbreak and the withdrawal symptoms. I still believe that the basic notion of long term relationships are blur these days. Everyone these days are in hurry of a dopamine surge.
PYAAR DOSTI HAI AGAR MEIN USKA SABSE ACHHA DOST NHI BAN SAKTA TOH MEIN USSE PYAAR NHI KAR SAKTA.
provided that the friendship is not just restricted to him sharing his shits, using you for an emotional and moral support, and moving past you when he needs romance and excitement. He might be saying he cares but does he? Are you even happy with the friendship or you are insecure and totally fucked up inside craving for him? Kuch kuchh hota hai tum nhi samjhoge...pr its better ki samajh jao