Self-hatred is invisible to the heart,
It seems bad only at the start,
You won't even realise, how much it would hurt,
When the soul has broken pieces apart.
Before I felt sadness and anger,
Now it's vanished into nothingness,
Like there's no more to life,
Everything feels like a fight.
In this era of betrayal and mistrust,
And the world being unfair,
With gossipers filling rumours in the air,
And friends sticking around is rare.
I try to find what makes me happy,
And it's not people cause they're fake,
Can't trust anyone for it's always heartbreak,
Can't break my heart more than it can take.