• meeraqib 6w

    All of the truly important battles are waged within the self

    I’ve been battling a war against myself for so long
    A battle between my inner and outer self
    Where I am trying to flee both parts of me
    Fleeing internal grief hurts tremendously
    Yet I must keep at it in order to sustain all I have now
    And it pains me to hurt like this
    In a battle I may never win
    In a battle that may never end
    I need someone to raise that white flag for me
    Before I hurt myself any further
    Before I leave any permanent damage
    I need someone to rescue me
    So I won’t have to go through with this any longer
    Because it hurts me to fight myself like this
    In a war I may never win
    In a war that may never end