diary of living with an abuser
one time he accused me of having something going on with my boss. on the first day of my new job. it was my first job in almost two years since being married to him. he barracated the door with his body and started crying and begged me to tell him that i loved him. i was so angry. i spent so much time trying to explain to him why his actions were abusive. i was mostly angry at myself for getting to the point of anger when i knew better.