• jashan_singh 5w

    @mirakee @mirakeeworld @writersnetwork @devanshi0 @succhiii

    Jab pehli baar tumhe dekha tha to kbhi socha nai tha ki hamare beech kabhi baatein bhi hongi,
    Magar us khuda ko kuch aur hi manjoor tha ,tumhe pehli baar dekha to mann kia ki tmse baat krun,aur meine thre atpate se bahane bana kr tumse baat bhi ki,agle din bhi socha ki shyd aaj bhi tm glti se dikh jao magar uske baad phir tum achanak se kch din gayab hogai,samay beet ta gaya aur tmhe dekhne ki chaah bhi uske saath badhti gai,kch dino baad achanak tumhe dekha to mein bata nai skta ki mein kitna jyada khush tha,usdin bhi socha ki kch bahane bana lu aur tmse baat kr lun,magar us din mere bahane ki shayd jarurat nai thi,usdin tmne khud hi mujhe pehchaan lia and mujhse baat kr li,mein tmhari baaton pr dhyan dena chahta tha magar tmhari wo zulfein mera dhyan bhatka rahi thi,mujhe aaj bhi wo tmhara masoom chehra yaad hai,wo tmhare khule ghungrale baal aur wo tmhari choti masoom si aankhein jo baakion se kaafi alag thi,mein tumhe batana chahta tha ki tum usdin kitni khoobsurat lg rai thi magar haalat kuch aise the ki mein kuch keh na saka,tumhe usdin jaane ki itni jldi thi ki hamari ache se baat bhi na ho saki,mein tumhe ye bhi batana chahta tha ki agle 2 din jo meine tmhare saath bitae the na wo meri zindagi k sabse khoobsurat pal the jinhe mein apne jehan mein hmesha samet kr rkhna chahta hun.Mein tmhe ye bhi btana chahta tha ki tm jab tension me hoti ho na to aur bhi jyada khoobsurat lgti ho .Mein tmhe ye bhi batana chahta tha ki Tmhare saath ghumna tumse apni saari baatein keh dene mein jo sukoon milta tha na wo aaj tk kisi aur se keh kr nai mila.Mein tumhe ye bhi batana chahta tha ki kis tarah mein tmse milne k lie ,tmse bs 1 baar baat krne k lie ghnton tmhare block k aage chakkar lagata tha,aur tmhare aate hi aisa react krta tha jaise ki hm coincidentally mile ho aur phir bs mein tmhe tmhare block se gate tk chorne jane ka bahana dhoondta tha .Tumhe pata hai tmahre bus me baithne k baad bhi mein wahan tb tk khada rehta tha jb tk bus wahan se jaati nai thi.Mujhe aaj bhi wo din yaad hai jb mein subah se bina kuch khae pie apne kaam me bsy tha aur tmne mujhe kitna daata tha.Tum hmesha meri choti choti galtion pr mujhte tokti thi aur mein bs muskura deta tha.Mujhe aaj bhi ye yaad hai ki jb hm saath hote the to kaise tm mere bina kuch puche hi apne baare mein sab kuch bata deti thi.Kehna to mein bhi bot kch chahta tha magar kbhi haalat nai hote the to kbhi lafz.Wo bhi kya samay tha jb mein apna har ek pal tmhare sath guzaarta tha.Milna to aaj bhi chahta hun tujhse magar ab tu kabhi milti nai ,aaj hamare raaste bhale hi alag ho gae ho lekin us mod pr,us manzil hmesha tera intezaar rhega.Tmhare lie ye dosti thi ya pyaar mujhe pta nai,magar shayd mein tmse pyaar krne laga tha ,na chahte hue bhi kb tmse itni mohabbat ho gai pta hi nai chala,log kehte hai ki har insaan aapki zindagi mein kisi maksad se aata hai,shayd log sach hi kehte hai,mujhe pata nai ki tm meri zindagi me ku aai thi ,magar mein itna jaanta hun ki tumhare saath bitae zindagi k wo pal mein zindagi bhar nai bhulunga.

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