Part 4: Conflicting Feelings
One minute, I'm sad and the next my rage is burning me up. Its like my mind and heart are at war. But the one thing we all can agree on is that the problem is you. For years, i have given you more and more of myself. Neglecting what I needed to survive. I gave most of myself to you and you chose to shatter like our 12 years meant nothing. I would have never let something like this happen but here we are. You forcing my hand because of assumptions. This speaks more about you as a person, woman and friend. I would talk to you but my rage would win over the words I would speak. It wouldn't be pretty nor would I sugarcoat it. But I accept my new situation. Enjoy your new pregnancy and life. I wish you the best.