• ritbikstagram 5w

    sober I am.
    even sitting next to you
    I am calm, not drunk,
    not up in smoke.
    I manage to emancipate myself
    every time
    when you flip your hair,
    every time
    when your neck gets naked,
    I try to escape,
    I try not to get enslaved.

    jilt beau I am.
    for this
    even when you
    are as pale as dead,
    I nurture myself through you,
    I beat hastily
    even when
    you don't sync with your own breathe.
    even when you are bleeding,
    I own you as my sheath.
    even when you carry
    yourself sore and stingy
    I own you as my only health,
    I own you as my only wealth !