Physical drain and mental strain,
every moment of every day.
I am lost in my thoughts or the dessert of my scattered life?
What is next?
I am in a dilemma, standing somewhere far away and seeing me struggling as if this body is not mine.
Sensing everything but still, feeling irrelevant with time.
I look in the mirror trying to touch my reflection, little that I know there is a barrier of thoughts inside.
Thought of me is transparent in each one's mind but me, because I live in chaos where I can't keep myself abide.
I fight for a change yet unaware of the existing existence.
i don't wish to remain a forgotten soul.
i don't want to become unknown to me for then eternal in the vein.