• vrushmahi 14w

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    Physical drain and mental strain,
    every moment of every day.
    I am lost in my thoughts or the dessert of my scattered life?
    What is next?
    I am in a dilemma, standing somewhere far away and seeing me struggling as if this body is not mine.
    Sensing everything but still, feeling irrelevant with time.
    I look in the mirror trying to touch my reflection, little that I know there is a barrier of thoughts inside.
    Thought of me is transparent in each one's mind but me, because I live in chaos where I can't keep myself abide.
    I fight for a change yet unaware of the existing existence.
    i don't wish to remain a forgotten soul.
    i don't want to become unknown to me for then eternal in the vein.
    ©vrushmahi