If you're not ready, you're not ready.
It's that simple.
If you keep letting pressure force you to do things you don't want to, then where's the control you have over yourself?
There's so much pressure from everywhere!
Family, peers, society, everywhere.
Everyone expects you to act, live and behave a certain way.
You do not have to live up to any standards except the ones you set for yourself.
Breathe, you're doing just fine.
If you need to go slow, do it.
If you need to speed up, do it.
People are going to talk anyway.
Just make sure you're happy with you.