Life's not easy, not when I'm with you
I am your trigger
The gun of your mind
I hold it all, proof? Pull me
Aren't you looking for relief?
Hah its such a shame, you don't eat, sleep and breath cause of me
I'm honoured to see I still have the power to bring you to your knees
Swollen eyes, chapped lips, broken in your room
How do you feel knowing you are your own doom?
Its moments like this that I surface and roam
Thanks to me you write poems
I am your motivation
The inspiration eating at you
Suddenly you can't take it anymore, who told you I'm full?
I don't know where these thoughts are from. You said you want to feel joy?
I'm sorry but that's not happening
I thought I told you I'm not leaving
I hate to say it but I've given you the inability to feel
I took over your mind and your heart, its all sealed
Either you feel me or nothing, see I gave you an option, I'm an expert
Killed every last shred of hope for my benefit, you can call me a despot
Don't worry just breathe, maybe it'll make you feel alive
I'm that tiny voice you'll never suffocate
Try me, I'll always return
Even if I'm a bit late