Who, what I am?
who I am?
what I am?
I am because of this world
or this world is because of me?
I exist thus I infer this world
or this world exist without me?
what is this time
is it because of death?
growth and decay
is it unidirectional?
can I reverse it?
I heard various questions
where will I find answers?
am I what I do?
these arbitrary choices or situations
am I free? or slave of this world
which manipulates me
use it as fuel to drives it ahead
to make me consume
what is otherwise unnecessary
I am mean to its end
or I am the end in myself?
what will happen if I choose to cross it
the line of conscience
created by the centuries of literature
can I betray the blood of martyrs?
Just a survivor merely acting to protect
would I attack in order to defend?
what would I do with all powers?
would I become another dictator
and act as if I were a God
merciless, defiant, not bound by any morality
would I become a sadist
for people, whom I don't like
would I kill? Just to make for a fun
like medieval Gods
would I recognize the animal I am
or deny its existence
and blame devil instead?
a distraction to hide my actions
no moral codes
would I become another Nero
and burn the Rome
or General dyer and shoot the Innocents
or Hilter and create another Holocaust
Power corrupts the best
and Knowledge is power
I heard these saying
now I believe it
and refrain from becoming all-powerful
I doubt myself
as I might be capable to pull off such things;