I AM JEALOUS OF THE WAY YOU HAPPY WITHOUT ME

After our separation, I learned to stop loving you. But how can I stop missing you?
Difficult time has passed painfully, but your memories still make me want to cry.
And it is so disturbing you glowing away from my face
I thought that I was the only person that would make your cheeks smile so broadly
I miss our chats and the fights we had together.
I miss all the beautiful memories and all the hardships that we faced together.
I want your hug again just engrossed in your warm hands
Forehead on your chest
Please come to me I would like today to be a day where we forget all else
And just focus on us and how well we connected as a pair
The distance and happiness you have now is so hard to bare
After you have left me, it seems like my life has stopped
I am stuck with you
My heart and my memories are still living in the past
I just want to hold you right now
I want to talk to you, and I want to let you know how I feel
And it just eats me up learning you happy away from me
Where did we go wrong wish I could turn back the hands of time?
And start all over again
Like the first time I said "i am Preece"
And it seemed so hard to get your name.
Can we do that again?
Cause I am jealous of the way you happy without me
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