• neon_heart07 7w

    I wish I'd seen it before .
    Before it was too late .
    Before you were too deep in those non reciprocated feelings .

    I can't believe I didn't see them in your eyes .
    Blindness wasn't the case , happiness was .
    I was so busy making plans for the future , they got unnoticed .

    The way your eyes held a softer gaze when they met mine ,
    The way you stole glances at me while everyone was laughing ,
    The way you soothed me when nervousness hit me with its best shot .
    I missed it all . . . All of it .

    I'm sorry I ran away from you ,
    From the confrontation .
    Even though you didn't say the words ,
    Hearing them through others wasn't better either .

    You said you didn't want to break our friendship ,
    You said you were fine .
    That you were okay .
    But now as I look at you , those chocolate brown eyes of yours spill it all .

    What about me ? My feelings ?
    I'd asked many times but ,
    But all my heart could say now is -
    " Our bond is special . He's special . You can't mess it up " .
    But I'm clearly ruining it all , ain't I ?

    We both know we're going different paths .
    I'm so so happy for you .
    And I'm so so sorry that I'm hurting you .
    That I'm cutting you out of my life .
    It's for the best and I know you understand .

    I should just say goodbye and go .
    But here I'm , standing on my toes to hug you .
    Probably for the last time .
    I don't wanna pull away , I don't wanna say goodbye .
    They are damn hard to say .

    But I have to and so I do .
    " Please don't hate me ? " I say even though I think you'd do .
    " I won't . I can't " you say smiling .
    I didn't know that my tears would betray me and roll off my cheek and that I'd happily let them .

    - Neon heart �� .


    This was long bruh !

    I want to tell you that it's kind of like a switch of point of view of my another work ' Goodbyes ' which is about a scene of farewell between a boy who loves more than he should and a girl who cares more than she should .

    Tbh I like the other POV because I think it's more well penned . But I like this one too and maybe I'll edit it later .

    So yeah . . . That's all I wanted to say .

    Have a nice day . #friendship #love #life #thoughts

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