I wish I'd seen it before . Before it was too late . Before you were too deep in those non reciprocated feelings .
I can't believe I didn't see them in your eyes . Blindness wasn't the case , happiness was . I was so busy making plans for the future , they got unnoticed .
The way your eyes held a softer gaze when they met mine , The way you stole glances at me while everyone was laughing , The way you soothed me when nervousness hit me with its best shot . I missed it all . . . All of it .
I'm sorry I ran away from you , From the confrontation . Even though you didn't say the words , Hearing them through others wasn't better either .
You said you didn't want to break our friendship , You said you were fine . That you were okay . But now as I look at you , those chocolate brown eyes of yours spill it all .
What about me ? My feelings ? I'd asked many times but , But all my heart could say now is - " Our bond is special . He's special . You can't mess it up " . But I'm clearly ruining it all , ain't I ?
We both know we're going different paths . I'm so so happy for you . And I'm so so sorry that I'm hurting you . That I'm cutting you out of my life . It's for the best and I know you understand .
I should just say goodbye and go . But here I'm , standing on my toes to hug you . Probably for the last time . I don't wanna pull away , I don't wanna say goodbye . They are damn hard to say .
But I have to and so I do . " Please don't hate me ? " I say even though I think you'd do . " I won't . I can't " you say smiling . I didn't know that my tears would betray me and roll off my cheek and that I'd happily let them .
- Neon heart .
This was long bruh !
I want to tell you that it's kind of like a switch of point of view of my another work ' Goodbyes ' which is about a scene of farewell between a boy who loves more than he should and a girl who cares more than she should .
Tbh I like the other POV because I think it's more well penned . But I like this one too and maybe I'll edit it later .
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