Though it's not easy to get separated from Maya ...sometimes intense feeling of pain and love gave you those moments when you still in present ..and see all there is no world in past or future in very present there is no world ...there is no you ...you are part of just existence..
Maya exist in past and future ... Whatever we feel that "we are"
comes from past and from future we want to be
In present there is no future...it's just there
Basically our future projection comes from our past ....
There can't be any future originates from present ....and the present moments is so small...that we can't even think of ...even there is no space for a single thought, how good it may be ...even the pious Mantra.
Even the "Man" couldn't enter in this present space... actually there is not the space ...there is just you even not you there is existence ....suchness ...issness...
It's just exist..that's all
These one are felt experience ..and couldn't stay there. you can only feel it
Coming back to world ..there is suffering, waiting, longings,....
But these are good things ... suffering longings waiting love pain ...these can push you to the core ...at present ...from matter to existence....these are nothing but traveling media from karma to "God".
At those moments too there are no karma harm you ...you are free from your karma
As karma can play only in past and future....the wrongdoings of past only can fruits in future ....at at those atomic moments of present even karma can't enter .... but yeah your karma are responsible for even feeling it for short term ...the "True present" ...the nector .... where God exists ...the "Rasovaisa".
The human has nothing in hand ...and immense potential at the same time ....this is my understanding ... while there is nothing to understand...
This is paradox...
God lies just in between in totally in balance of paradox....
All these pain love suffering surrender
Are just phenomenon of world ....at Core, all cores of existence like living and non living are embedded by thread at the centre ....Call the thread God ..or Present or wherever you want!
But these phenomenon are Good too...to shake you up from your States
I felt too much pain cause I feel love at those levels...
And that's I write from present ..a little bit off centre ...because of typing and choosing of words ....A silence can represent the present absolutely...not words