• fonsito2020 14w

    " ABOUT A YEAR AGO I HAD BEFRIENDED THIS GIRL I MET AT A MENTAL PSYCHIATRIC FACILITY AND YOU KNOW I NORMALLY DON'T JUST BEFRIEND ANYONE BUT WHAT APPEALED TO ME ABOUT HER WAS THE FACT THAT SHE SEEMED HUMBLE AND KIND AND THAT SHE WAS I MISS HER VERY MUCH HOWEVER OUR FRIENDSHIP TOOK A TURN WHEN I WOULD SPEAK TO HER ABOUT JESUS HOW WE NEEDED TO BE SAVED I TOLD HER WE WERE ALL BORN SPIRITUALLY DEAD ETC. NEVERTHELESS SHE WAS POLITE, RESPECTFUL AND WOULD LISTEN TO WHAT I WOULD SAY OUR FRIENDSHIP CONTINUED I HAD OPENED UP TO HER ABOUT MY STRUGGLES WITH SAME SEX ATTRACTION SHE OPENED UP TO ME THAT SHE IDENTIFIED AS BEING BISEXUAL AND I EXPLAINED TO HER THAT HOMOSEXUALITY IS A SIN ACCORDING TO THE WORD OF GOD SHE DISAGREED BUT I EXPLAINED TO HER THAT GOD STILL LOVES US HOWEVER WE NEED TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT IT IS A SIN AGAINST HIM IN ORDER TO BE SAVED AND HE'D MAKE THE CHANGES THAT ARE NECESSARY. I BELIEVE THAT I FAILED HER DUE TO MY POOR TESTIMONY WE HAD GONE OUT ONE NIGHT TO A CLUB I JUST WANTED TO SHOW HER THAT THAT LIFE BRINGS NOTHIN' BUT EMPTINESS BUT TO HER IT WAS A FUN NIGHT FOR ME I WAS MISERABLE INSIDE OUR AGE GAP WAS A BIT DISTANT SHE WAS IN HER EARLY 20S I IN MY LATE 20s .I UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE WITH NOT MUCH EXPERIENCE IN THE WORLD WOULD VIEW THINGS LIKE CANDY LAND. I REMEMBER WE'D SPEND TIME BY THE BEACH AND WE WOULD EMBRACE THE SCENERY AND I TELL HER WOW LOOK AT GOD'S BEAUTIFUL CREATION BUT SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE DOESN'T SEE THAT SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE NEVER WOULD THINK ABOUT GOD AND SHE FOUND MY POINT OF VIEW OF THINGS INTRIGUING . SHE CONFESSED TO ME THAT SHE'S INTO YOGA ETC. SHE WOULD CARRY A BUDDHA KEY CHAIN I FIGURED FROM THE START SHE WAS INTO THAT NEVERTHELESS I BEFRIENDED HER BECAUSE I FELT A LOVE FOR HER I WANTED HER TO BE SAVED SHE'S BEEN THROUGH ALOT. I REMEMBER SHE'D TELL ME RESPECTFULLY MAYBE YOU SHOULD FIND FRIENDS THAT BELIEVE THE SAME WAY YOU DO AND SHE WAS RIGHT IT'S SAD BUT I NEVER HEARD FROM HER AGAIN WELL AFTER THAT DAY YES WE SPENT SOMETIME TOGETHER BUT I WOULD ALWAYS BRING GOD UP BECAUSE MY DESIRE IS TRULY TO LIVE FOR HIM AND I JUST CAN'T CUT THAT PART OUT OF MY LIFE EVEN IF I TRIED BUT I ASK FOR BORN AGAIN BELIEVERS TO PLEASE PRAY FOR HER I HAVEN'T SPOKE TO HER IN A YEAR BUT THIS PERSON REALLY NEEDS HELP JUST LIKE WE ALL DO "
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