• __cigarette_after_sex__ 10w

    When i' m upset.

    I shut myself down.
    I have no motivation for anything.
    I tell myself that nobody cares,
    Even though i know some do.
    I think about all of the negative things
    I could possibly think of.
    I give myself all the pain,
    Thinking i deserve it.
    I m not sure why i do that,
    But that's just how i am.