• ora_barbie 6w


    For long
    So long
    I have longed not just to be happy
    But successful
    Not for the lack of inability or motivation
    But simply because I felt this downplay
    Of emotions, entitlement, sentimental believes of what may and what dream you had of me
    A life; beautifully unscripted

    I hate to remember how I bent at every command
    Summoned to every commandment
    How I wish I did what truly was for me
    For the very peace I longed for
    For so long it was forlorny