One who seemed like he understands me
Who showed me many positive things in life
Who made me believe in love
Has been showing total misunderstanding
Has been judging me at places where I try my best to not poke my nose
Just trying to be my best but it's coming back and biting me
Inspite of hearing love you whole day
I don't feel love!
Is that how it is supposed to be.
Is this how much love means to people
Is this how ugly it turns out.
Changed a lot of my behavior
Have been avoiding emotional burden of people at home even
But for him , I am becoming more emotional than robotic
I am afraid in acknowledging my emotions
I am afraid in talking even now
Is it going to be a nightmare!
Have I made mistake by going with someone at all.
It's very haunting and scary to share everything with someone
And that someone behaving wierdly
Just feels like there is no end to pain in this life
I feel to just get free from this life and not being alive!!