Like in Psalms 23:4, even when I'm in the valley of the shadow of death, Jesus is with me! God is still in control! There is not a place too dark or too deep that God can't reach! Everything we go through, He goes through with us! All things, both good and bad, are working together for our good. Your battles are just bumps in the road. At the end of the road is the destination that you chose to work towards. In the words of Doyle Lawson, "this life has many choices. Eternity has two." You are all loved more than you can imagine! Nothing you've done is unforgivable!