• salonidhapola 5w

    I still love you ❤

    Hey !!

    It's been a long time since I heard from you .

    I.....I just wanted to say to say that I miss you . I miss us..... I'm...... I don't know why I'm calling you . you haven't even picked my call and I'm babbling in a voice mail about how much I miss you . I know I fucked up when I said those hurtful things to you . the way I didn't trust you .... But I was scared , I was really scared you know ... My demons were still there when that happened . they were haunting me , I thought that you'll leave me just like the people in my life ....... Just the way my parents left me ... The way I was alone in this world .... Lonely with no one to turn to ..........
    Then you came and changed everything . you were everything that I yearned for love , safety , solace , security ....everything that I always wanted .... You were my sanctuary ... And it scared me too much that ....... I pushed you away . I break your heart so you don't break mine .... I thought I was protecting myself from being hurt but now I realise that being apart is more hurtful ... I'm shattered , every second I think about you ... About us ....... Please tell me I didn't fucked up too much..... that we can be together again ......

    Please tell me I'm forgiven ... I know I'm asking for too much ... But I still love you ... I still crave you ... Please tell me you love me too .....
    ©salonidhapola