You messed me up. You really did. I lay awake at night. Trying to imagine. How it could have been. What i did wrong. Why did i meet you. Why did life put you on my path, For you to just leave again. And to leave me broken. What am i supposed to realise? That i make a mistakes? Or that i get attached too quick, too soon? I don't regret my mistake. It's the best mistake I've ever made. But that mistake left me broken Fucked up, lost. What am i supposed to say? I'm sorry? sorry for hoping?