Embarrassed by the way you said.
It made me wish I was dead.
Defensively I didn’t wait.
Attempted to reciprocate.
The same way that you caused me pain.
Now everyone’s left in the rain.
Ashamed I made too deep a stain.
Revenge had not a thing to gain.
Wish i could just take it back.
How I showed a heart of black.
It’s not my heart I hope you know.
Regret nows what I want to show.
I can’t change that of the past.
I just know this shame will last.
So please forgive me if you would.
Because I can’t even if I could.
But if the sands of time I had.
I would’ve never made you sad.