How to feed you my hungry mind ? Which itself doesn't know what it wants. Between I want this I want that, I am totally pissed off !! Inspite of being a good owner, You don't serve me nor treat me with love. Should I get some oxytocin? At least this hug hormone does me some good. Struggling the world has been a cake walk, But how to defeat you my own companion,
I have been so generous to you, Tried my best to fulfill your needs. Yet it didn't pay me anything. You have taken me granted. I m drowning in grief !
Why are you being so mean? Don't you fear me? Don't you pity me? Have you lost it completely?
Believe me ,its getting worse. I m engaged with disheartening thoughts, A darkness dispelling around me, Where even my shadow has left me.
But no! I won't let this happen. I can't be crumbled because of you. You were meant to be my slave. Don't dare unlearn this, You are there to obey me. And you have to, I won't take it anymore You get this !! Get this my dear mind.