PART OF LIFE
(The Love Yatra)
People say one-sided love is pure and it’s right from the core of the heart. To let the other people tear, break or kill you in the process of love is not called being madly in love it’s called being blinded in love.
Even I was blinded by him/her or you can say I am still blinded by him/her. I beg love from him/her every second, hour, day and year. I can’t understand why the hell I am chasing the mirage.
I used to be the most confident in the world but when he/she came to my life. My smile has disappeared and it has been lost. It has been replaced by millions of tears which he/she will never notice. Most of the people will fall for somebody new, but one sided lover like me will fall for that guy/girl again and again.
Even I know that he/she can’t be mine but still, I love him/her every day. he/she ignores me like hell and I love him/her like heaven. Pain is the second word for one-sided love.
I always looked at him/her with the feelings of butterflies fluttering inside my tummy, but he/she sees me as a friend or maybe not even as that. “Just a friend,” he/she says. If I tell myself he/she cares about me, it will be a lie because he/she doesn’t.
he/she is a nice guy/girl. Better than those whom I have met in the past. he/she smiles on everything, judges people secretly and never hurts anyone, not intentionally. he/she is straightforward and doesn’t shy away if he/she got some problem with someone he/she will speak right in front of them.
I look right through him/her the way no one else ever has, and my eyes scream for his/her attention but his/her eyes never meet mine. I tried everything to get his/her attention got abused in the name of love, changed myself in trying to get love from him/her.
But things are not always as they seem. People will never change but expectation and feeling for them might change.
So if you fall for someone you may tell the world that you have billions of reason to love them but do they have too?
But he/she should know that life is always easier for the one who’s loved because he/she has to do is love back instead of falling with the unknown. Oh God, why I can’t get over that guy/girl why my eyes turn red when I think of him/her.
I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone favourite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and I’m too special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.
My heart has resisted many broken promises from him/her but for how long it can suffer? And in this cold breeze, my heart was turned on fire by him/her due to broken promises again and again. This time my heart was not broken it was completed burned in the fire of broken promises.
Now, I have decided to live my own life never ever I will fall in this painful place known as “Love”.
Oh God, now I will focus on my Goals rather than focus on Guys/girls
Tough! the moment you think you have garnered that strength, one glimpse of that person will take you to the previous position.
The girl/boy who is fed up of One-Sided love.
Dedicated to all ONE-SIDED LOVERS