PTSD

I can no longer run from the memories
The choice is to numb or feel

Pain or emptiness

The tears burn
My eyes ache
Dissociate

Im still so empty
Imprinted inside of me

I fight the feeling
That something wrong with me

Another side effect
You aint seen nothing yet

What if my sorrow becomes too heavy
For you to love me

What if my sadness makes your love fade
This darkness that invades
Its in my head, only in my head
She said, she said