I dont know why I love you the way i do. But I can't do it any other way. I love you simply .fully .in everything.with everything.
And yes there are times when I feel like I should change the way I love you. But like I said, I can't. I simply can't.
There are times when I feel like I should love you in a way that ur simplest actions won't affect me. Sometimes I feel like I want to love you in a way that I can love other things too.
But I can't. I just can't.
It's you. It's only you.
Nothing else is there in my mind like you. And nothing else can come in my mind without you.
Honestly it's actually quite inconvenient when I can't think about anything else . My mind refuses to pay enough attention to anything else because it means taking attention away from you.
And I know it sounds crazy. I know it is crazy.
But that's how I love you .
And I dont think I can ever stop. I know I can never stop.
Because loving you is nothing that's in my power. It's something that I do along with existing. Loving you is like breathing, how can I ever stop?