8:58am - this goddamn bed
I'm struggling to get out of bed
As the blankets mould to me
And the rise and fall of my chest is painful
It's increasingly hard to breathe
There's a spear in my spine
Holding me back and pushing me down
I am going to suffocate in these sheets
Because I have nowhere else to go.
It just hurts far too much
And I can't help it.
My pills are missing,
I think they've gone for a walk, yeah
The spear is getting deeper
And closer to my heart.
I'm not scared though because I know,
In five days I'll be able to get up again.