Woke up today
I woke up crying today
The worst part is
I don't even know why.
I just suddenly felt this wave that my existence is a tide perpetual,crushing,disappointment.
I tell myself that this is not a truth
But a feeling,that there is more to me but that dosent stop me from believing in it , in this moment.
I have too much ego
I have been unkind
I dont do enough
For myself and the people i love
And maybe its not expected of me
But i could do better
But i don't.