And sweetheart, you left me alone, broken AGAIN.. believed all your sweet sugar coated lies again and again and again. how silly I am how couldn't I you are blessed with numerous adjectives and you used those beautifully. in each corner, each piece of my heart your name was there. *is your morning wishes and those night texts has power to make me blush. but, now, they bring tears. three months, eighteen days, and seven hours we didn't talked. but darling, you were there in my verses and poetries your memories prick me, very deep inside, day and night. my skies truned blue to dark. tell me honey how will i forget those silly talks about the sun and the moon and the trees and the flowers and US. you were hard to love still i dared now, see my results you don't even cared. do i really deserve this..?! you made me numb, empty, hollow in every possible way. now I'm not the same I used to be. I changed. I changed. I changed. I changed a lot dear.