• selfvoyage 22w

    Nights spent hiding tears ,
    heart writhed disguising the pain .
    Don't want to hide it ...
    for once , just for once
    let my heart bleed from the corners of my strain.
    They say to have hope and smile
    no matter, whatever it takes ,
    No I can't.
    For ,I am tired to fake ,
    for , I am tired of being optimistic .
    Let me be a pessimistic for a change,
    let me be a noob in the world of droops,
    for only that will remind me
    of my darkest of days .