Can I show you pain? Can you create it and mean it?
Can you go on knowing this is all I have to offer?
If you need me to say 'I love you', I will, but I'll leave right after
I can hold on to trust, but hope you understand it will never be more than lust
Never had the conscience to understand tears
I can walk away from anything and not once look through the rearview mirror
You mistook this black hole for a soul
Maybe I'm sick and demented
Maybe I just enjoy feeling and giving infliction
I don't ask for your affection, just you surrendering to seduction
You call these fantasies, but this is my reality
If one day you expect me to change, I'll have to walk away
So don't fall apart, because you knew who I was from the start