I'm way too far from home...
Lost in these lows
Somewhere there's a light
But it's too hard to find
In this dark water that I'm drowning in
It's tiring to save me by myself
I should not lean too much on others
But I have leaning on myself too much
It's scary little place
Made up inside my head
Doesn't wanna leave me
Giving me weird thoughts...
Tell me how do I pick myself up?
Tell me how to keep on smiling?
Tell me how to not hate myself?
Tell me how do I blame others?
When I know that
It's my own doing....