• miss_annonymous 5w

    I'm way too far from home...
    Lost in these lows
    Somewhere there's a light
    But it's too hard to find
    In this dark water that I'm drowning in
    It's tiring to save me by myself
    I should not lean too much on others
    But I have leaning on myself too much
    It's scary little place
    Made up inside my head
    Doesn't wanna leave me
    Giving me weird thoughts...
    Tell me how do I pick myself up?
    Tell me how to keep on smiling?
    Tell me how to not hate myself?
    Tell me how do I blame others?
    When I know that
    It's my own doing....