The ache of letting go is familiar We don't know which moment will be our last one Which breath be the ultimate
The ache of not getting to say goodbye Is left with permanace Do you think there is ending without a fullstop ? Can that be considered an ending even?
Resurrection is possible only spiritually or psychologically But the constrains of body are visible And then slowly at ease It is giving up on me I am afarid ...
When would be the last day? The last moment! Will I ever get to say goodbye! Will I ever be able to tell my people that I loved them ? Will I ever say to my foe that I have forgiven them ? I am afraid End is abrupt ! It just comes Like a dive in ocean and then never to return to the surface
I am hit by a strongrealisation When I see you go
And I am panicking I won't lie .. My fingers are trembling And my brain is working hard to replay every message, to reopen all the notes I thought I would say But has not yet passed or spoken!