But darling, now I am all broke. I murdered all my hopes, dreams. The thought of loosing you murdered my heart. Your memories the time I spent with you murdered every inch of me. The happy hours of mine with you tore apart my soul 'cuz baby again I fell in love with you even more and yes again your rudeness engulfed my heart and chocked my throat and blew away my tears. So my dear love, today again I will smile around all day just to bath into the blood of my hopes at night which I murdered.