I wish I equipped to deal with the hard stuff
The things that make you ache
Not just your soul, but your bones.
The kind of pain that makes your joints ache
I wish I had the resilience that could shrug it off
But I don't, that's okay.
I feel things so vividly that my skin shivers at emotions. So deeply to a fault. I want to shut it off. But at the end of the day feeling too much could be just as bad as feing nothing. I want to feel.