Meaning of YOU

The loss of you makes me feel like I have been opposite.
A life makes me fell like im the boss and shit.
Take a look inside and see i lost a bit.
For you I took a life and conquered it.

I realize that I never knew what loving meant.
I guess its time that I deal with all the consequence.
Solitary for an empty mind of consciousness.
I have no clue what to do shits preposterous.

©gaiges