I can relate to the pain you’re feeling right now and I’m going to tell you that it’s okay to be sad. Having the one person that you felt like you could trust with anything, that made you feel safe, just leaving and breaking you, makes you feel so alone. If I could write this and say the exact words to make you feel better, I would. I would have written it so long ago. If I had advice for those girls, who haven’t had that major heartbreak, to keep you from getting your heart broke, I would. But nobody has the answers. Nobody can predict how a relationship will go. I’m sorry, if I could I would, but I can only tell you how to try to pick yourself up, put yourself back together, and move on.