I would have pursued
what my heart desires
but uncertainties prevailed.
I would have lived in a happy place
but rush decisions
put me in uncomfortable state.
I would have picked the best choice
but fears changed it.
I would have crossed plainly safe roads
but I need to finish the long tough paths
I've started to walk on.
I would have grasped beautiful chances
but time built walls.
I would have enjoyed the wonderful
stories of my dreams
but I'm stuck in the chapter
which I used to believe was worth reading.