Sometimes I don't deserve the friends I have,
I feel like I'm constantly letting them down.
What should be a simple reply to a message,
I make much more difficult than it sounds.
I respond so many times in my mind,
Thinking of what I will write in reply.
I tell myself I'll message back soon,
But before I know it a whole day has gone by.
I'll get to that tomorrow I say,
It'll be the first thing that I do when I wake.
But when tomorrow is nearing its end,
I remember and quickly reply before it's too late.
I don't deliberately not reply sooner,
It's more finding a bit of time to do so.
So often I'm busy doing something,
Plus my memory doesn't help either though.
I let friends down who go out of their way,
To help me out when I need it the most.
You'd think a simple response wouldn't be that hard,
But apparently for me it is though.
My apologies to all my friends old and new,
Please know that I don't mean to be this way.
Organization has never been my strong point,
And I only get more unorganized every day.