I've been writting songs again.
Ive been feeling down again.
Ive been broken again.
But now im numb again ..
I don't know why i will try but the pain is getting me high/
on ecstacy only in my fantasy/stuborn down begging on my knees/
for joy to come back please
I hope i make it today cause im lossing my mind everyday/
If i don't ill just sit back throw it all away/
Hoping it will change someday.