• fuqtard_1025 5w


    I know I'm on the path of recovery, I'd like to believe I'm healthy. My sense of humour and inner child slowly coming back, my smile seems wider than it has been for years, & I feels like i can express myself better than i has ever been.

    Yet, all of it feels pretentious, somewhat lacking in authenticity. Trying not to doubt myself and instill myself with self esteem but nothing feels fkin right.