• chasing_cosmic_sunsets 9w

    The Cycle

    I’m waiting to fall into the hole again, I’m waiting for my monster to show and drag me back into the hospital. The cold is dragging back memories and feelings. I feel as if I’m going to screw myself over again like I always do. I’m just waiting...each day I get even more numb. I jump at the slightest things, at the doctors they have to take my blood pressure twice because my heart rate is too high the first time. I want to get better....but depression is so comfy...