One thing always trigger my mind 24/7.
What is stopping me?
It looks like me as a non obsessive for future.
(But in reality i am everyday maintaining a new benchmark for my hardwork)
Then i feel O.K when my parents give support to me.
(But in reality i let them feel O.K from my side)
I start loosing myself somewhere in between.
I watch others living their life happily.
I have no courage for begging help because I want to buy happiness from only earnings of my hardwork.
Surprisingly pain counter attacks me.
Then i believe that may be this is the real definition of life.
Then i feel O.K.
(But in reality i let that pain to feel O.K from my side)