Oh God Why?

Why does it have to hurt so much?
Everyday it's harder to get out of bed.
Every night's like my heart's being crushed.

My spirit is weak.
I cry out in suffering,
But no one wants to hear.

My God - I trust,
But I will never understand
why he let's me suffer so much.

Some nights I think
That death's sweat release
Would finally ease this agonizing pain,
But then I'm reminded he's not done.

Oh God, why can't I leave?
What more could you have in store?
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